Went to lunch with the boss at PF Changs.
(Hey. I'm in the auto industry. There HAS to be an occassional perk.)
Fortune cookie says:
"Success will come through in your plan."
I need a plan.
I know, I know..."to hell with the plan" is what I said last week.
But let's face it, I have a vajay-jay, I change my mind often.
The thing is, I'm frustrated beyond belief at working a jobby job that is wholly unfullfilling while watching people I adore work in jobs that are part of their passion and are completely awesome and amazing. I know I need to remember to be grateful for a job at this point in the economy but then I feel like my Grandmother for saying so.
But what now? How do I really make a worthwhile change?
Or should I adjust my expectations and deal with it?
Mostly, I'm sharing this to scream from the rooftops that I don't have it all figured out. I don't know everything. Sure. I can solve YOUR problems but mine take a little more finesse-mostly because I tend to get in my own way!
I really want to write a book. (Ok. Two actually.)
I would love to go back to speaking.
And really-why didn't I become a teacher?
I said it outloud.
Now you know.
And I think I need to make a plan.
Fortune cookie says so.