I follow this blog.
She's honest, messy and true to herself.
And she said it better than I can yet.
"I will be Mormon again whenever that title allows me to do good. I know my struggle is not over. I know my church will let me down again. It is run by humans, steeped in patriarchy and tradition. Humans, social hierarchy, and tradition will always let us down."
Eventually I hope I can put into words how I really feel about the heritage I grew up with and my heart that disagrees with much of it while missing it fiercely.
Until then-check HER out.